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And since you don't see any letters after my name (MD, MSW, etc.), you know I'm no medical professional. So I can't very well offer advice. Only encouragement and proof that if you want to feel better, you can.

It will be a long and arduous road, but it will be worth it. You'll come out the other end a much better, much stronger person. Save yourself.